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Posted at 5:26 p.m., Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Barbaro's death 'still hard to deal with'

By Dan Gelston
Associated Press

KENNETT SQUARE, Pa. — For the last eight months, one of Dean Richardson's first stops on his morning rounds was Barbaro's ICU stall.

Richardson looked into the colt's bright eyes, made sure he was comfortable and formed an emotional bond with the Kentucky Derby winner that maybe only owners Roy and Gretchen Jackson equaled.

One day after Barbaro was euthanized, the morning rounds felt terribly empty.

"I'm still having trouble dealing with it," said Richardson, the chief of surgery for the University of Pennsylvania's New Bolton Center, his voice cracking. "I don't really want to talk about it. It's still hard to deal with."

Even so, Richardson had plenty to do Tuesday. Back in surgery, he popped out briefly in the New Bolton lobby to give one person a medical update on her horse, cracking a few jokes and putting the owner at ease about her stallion.

Just another day at the office.

"That's what I do," Richardson said.

But not everything was back to normal at New Bolton a day after Barbaro was euthanized after complications from his gruesome breakdown at last year's Preakness.

Staffers were subdued, and the floral deliveries arrived with sympathy cards attached instead of messages of hope:

"Barbaro, you fought the good fight. You will always be a champion. Love you!!!!!"

"In loving memory of Barbaro, champion of our hearts."

As Gretchen Jackson said Monday, grief was the price they all paid for love.

"I've been getting up before six every morning for the last eight months to look at the horse," said Richardson, pausing to collect his thoughts. "And he's not there. It's kind of tough."

Jackson said during an interview on CNN's Larry King Live on Tuesday night that the end was peaceful and "remarkably loving."

"There's such an outpouring of love and grieving, I mean, it gets blended together in a situation like this," she said. "I don't want to be morbid and I don't want to glamorize it, but it's very special to be amongst a group of people that really love the animal and are joined together to celebrate its life."

Barbaro's body was no longer at New Bolton. The Jacksons told CNN they had not yet decided where the horse will be buried.

It could be just a few hundred yards from the scene of Barbaro's greatest triumph in the Kentucky Derby. Officials at the Kentucky Derby Museum, located on the Churchill Downs grounds in Louisville, Ky., said Tuesday they'd be "honored" if Barbaro were buried in a garden along with four other Derby winners.

"We've expressed to them how honored we'd be to have Barbaro here," Lynn Ashton, executive director of the museum, said. "We feel like we're bringing horses back to be honored."

The grave sites of Derby winners Sunny's Halo (1983), Carry Back (1961), Swaps (1955) and Brokers Tip (1933) are located outside on the museum grounds.

Other possibilities include the Kentucky Horse Park in Lexington, Ky., and the Jacksons' Lael Farm, just a few miles from the New Bolton Center.