By Marshall Fine
(Westchester, N.Y.) Journal News
"THE OTHER GREAT DEPRESSION" by Richard Lewis. Public Affairs, hardback, $23.
By Marshall Fine
(Westchester, N.Y.) Journal News
As he waited to be shown into the Oval Office to be thanked for his campaign help by President Clinton seven years ago, comedian Richard Lewis found himself being buttonholed by one of Clintons speech writers, who pulled him into a side office.
"I have to tell you - I idolize you," said the speech writer, who had come of age watching Lewis on "Late Night with David Letterman," and then he showed Lewis in to meet the president.
"I was so scared, because the next day I was headed for rehab and nobody there knew that," Lewis says. "Having him and the president acknowledge my work meant my work counted, that I hadnt burned that bridge. But I knew I was burning my own bridge - that I was on my way to hell if I didnt sober up."
How he came to terms with his alcoholism and his life is the subject of Lewis new memoir, "The Other Great Depression," with the subtitle "How Im Overcoming, On a Daily Basis, At Least a Million Addictions and Dysfunctions and Finding a Spiritual (Sometimes) Life."
Its the first time Lewis has been open about his alcoholism, a subject that now has worked its way into his comedy material, as well.
As it turns out, he says, he later wrote a letter to Clinton explaining the straits he was in on that particular day and talking about his ongoing battle with alcoholism.
"He wrote me a note back that was very supportive, saying he was happy with my recovery," Lewis says. "It was cool to be able to express that to this president.
I dont think Woodrow Wilson or Abe Lincoln would have been into my comedy."
Though hes been sober for almost seven years, Lewis has only now started talking about it, and writing the book proved to be the impetus.
The volume is a heartfelt series of essays in which the comedian - well known for the neuroses that seemed to define both his life and his comedy - unveils the emotional turmoil from which his humor (and his disease) springs. At times intimately self-confessional (including a particularly cringe-worthy description of an eating disorder), the book lays bare Lewis problems with women, with his family and with alcohol and, as often as not, points the finger of blame squarely at himself.
"Everyone Ive talked to has said to me, Do you really want to say all that? " says Lewis, 53. "But if I was going to write a book, I didnt want to do comedy material - I really wanted to write a book. As honest as Ive been onstage,
Id never gone for the jugular as honestly as my icons, Lenny Bruce and Richard Pryor.
"And I wondered: Without the confines of a performance, if it was just me and my computer screen, could I maybe take that extra step? Thats what I wanted to do: to be as honest as Ive ever been onstage and, maybe, help somebody in the process."
Its still a struggle he deals with daily, he says. Writing the book was an act of catharsis, one that helped purge many of the secrets, the shame of which shaped his life.
"After she read my book, my shrink said, I let you down, " Lewis says. "But Id never told her a lot of this stuff. I was too ashamed. They say that youre as sick as your secrets. Well, I used to have about 100,000. Now Im down to single digits."
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